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October 3, 2016

Soaking in my thoughts...!!!

The old memories linger somewhere in my mind
The past is not just a past to my kind
Life teaches you with thunders,
I choose not to surrender
Yes I will keep waiting,
I know maybe the wait would be never ending.

I try to conceive myself on hearing your voice
Trying to suppress the inner turmoil.
Your presence got me out of darkness,
I ensure I would never get there back.

I don’t know why I still expect an answer
I don’t know why I still expect an answer
No reasons for emotions
No logic for the mind to think of.

Maybe like you
I should just get over
Maybe the voices in my heart aren’t true
Maybe I should follow the voice in my head.

I am still holding on to the words you said long ago
Maybe they were just words for your alter ego
But on this day
Those seem to be obstacles in my way.

Maybe just soaking in my own thoughts
Is killing me to the drought
I remember your last words
They broke me and got me to stroke.

Guess I am alone at the corner of the hook
Maybe the words were just ment for the book.
I want to be cleansed from this taint
I want to be cleansed from this stain

I cant just say things and take it back
It isn’t just “whatever” for me.
Its just a constant tug of war
Between the heart and the mind.


May 18, 2016

Empty Spaces...!!!


Despite every logic people say
Broken hearts are seen everyday.
I wish people understood how I felt
Since its not always about getting under the belt.
The hidden secrets and lies
Yes, they hurt me inside.
The pain you put me through,
To get over you.

Despite of the love I now regret,
I’ll definitely try to forget.
The memories we left behind,
Still linger somewhere in my mind.
Sometimes when I am on my own,
I let the tears flow, before they can get me blown.

Despite Your actions made me weep,
With your smile you made me weak,
Time that is gone is only treasured,
Sands of time can never be measured.
Gathered in a pile,
The pieces of my heart fail to reconcile.

The memories we shared,
Locked in a box packed with hidden tears.
The pieces of broken heart picked and placed,
Tenderly with a distant smile laced.
Walking around our room the last time,
Remembering the smiles these curtains dime.

The time spent together mostly,
Packing the care softly.
The shattered pieces got a silent tear,
Because I sincerely loved and cared.
Its time to take it all,
Keeping the packed boxes in the hall.

March 27, 2016

VIRGIN ENCOUNTERS original Series-Season 01 । Episode 02 CIRCLE OF LIFE

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March 5, 2016

Shadows of Life...!!!

A little secret commonly known to all.
A little word of wisdom might stop you from the fall.
The struggle to have a meaning,
In a world unknown and creaking.
The soul needs healing
When life gets kneeling.
Hidden secrets, deeper meanings,
The struggles one masks beneath.
Stories untold, will die with memories,
Hidden desires would fade with demeanours.
Silence speaks and life echoes
The soul wanders alone.
Don’t let the ruins destroy beauty
Strength and fire is the ultimate duty.
The struggles would never get over,
But its time to be home.


The albatross rose, though it burnt
It rose higher, higher with its grunt.
When masks of strength fade with seers
Wisdom shines amongst the peers.
Tears make you strong
Don’t stop them from touching the ground.
Masks of strength are the disguises we wear,
The inner child forcefully bears.
The dreams shattered and the forever burn
Keep them behind and make life turn.
The light burning with delight
A flame of desire still alive.
The roads head to the dome,
But its time to be home.


Dance through the sorrows
There’s a better tomorrow.
Stand tall, don’t fall
Its time to take the call.
Drowning with every single tear,
Don’t walk in the shadow of fear.
Life may be right, life may be wrong,
It supposed to be now, or it might be gone.
Cherish the memoirs,
Deflate the reservoirs
Yes, it scares a little
Don’t get so brittle.
One-day life has to end,
Let the storm subside before it dwells.
The journey's hard being a Gnome,
But its time to be home.



February 29, 2016

Ishq Zara Sa...!!!


I wish I could write more than I do ... I guess I haven’t written since more than a year now, maybe due to life happenings or not getting the required zeal of it. So here I finally get back with visiting the blog and hope to keep writing again now.

Recently heard  “Ishq Zara Sa” a romantic Sufi number released on Valentines day, and I couldn’t stop myself from expressing my thoughts over it. Although song reviews aren’t something I have ever written before, but this one piece of excellence calls for huge applauses.

“Ishq Zara Sa” written and produced by Tushar Upreti, Music directed by Rupesh Verma, is a Sufi song, that shows love has no boundaries. The wait, longing, depth, feelings, love care and every emotion attached to the matters of the heart gets you in your own sweet world of DejaVu. The famous love bond of Mirza Sahiba is known to most of us, and whoever doesn’t, at least has a vague idea about them. Every love story from our ancient times, has the tale of pain, hurt and separation attached to it, which tells us how hard is it to get the one you love or how difficult is it to stay without them. Ishq Zara Sa has the essence and flavours of romance to it.

Ishq Zara Sa” lyrics have been written which such efficient, crisp and precise meanings to it, that it has the strength of getting tears to the eyes. Ishq zara sa tells the tale of how even Sahiba’s eyes showed her wait for her love Mirza, the way the starting of the song says “Main na Janu khel Tamasha, na Janu koi dilasa.. Mirza nu sahiba di ankhiya puchh di hai kab aaoge..” Just every feeling has been crafted into this line. This song proves that love has no boundaries, the world cannot stop people from loving each other; its about the completeness of oneself with just the feeling or the other being there somewhere and the hope that one day would be the day or uniting together. About how even the smallest of things are cherished from getting the essence of god when meeting the love of your life, from remembering the way the love blossoms, reminiscing every word of love spoken, every prayer made together, recognising even the sound of the anklets, the fights with inner-self, the releasing of the love kept inside, just every little thing attached…

Ishq Zara Sa has the potential of showing the love bond between two individuals and how Sahiba waits for her love to return to her, without bothering about the society and leaving the worldliness in the hands of God, and just concentrating on the day she would see her love.

Ishq Zara Sa connects the heart to the soul. The soul of love, the soul of care, the soul of the song itself is so pure, undoubtedly it deserves can bring memories rushing back to you and make your heart skip a beat. The music has such immense peace and calmness to it, again the use of perfect instruments, amazingly sung and modulated, the way the song lifts up and gets the mood changing, how it captures attention, there was not even a single moment where I couldn’t say wowww.. there couldn’t be a better valentine gift by Pixelosome Productions other than giving such a passionate and mesmerising Sufi song ensuring all bonds of love are crafted into it.

The songs lyrics can be found at:
Listen and download Ishq zara Sa: